Online Stalker Sends Terrifying Message: “You’re Going to See Me” The message came in this morning. No subject line. No text. Just an email address. And it said everything. The Chilling Message from My Online Stalker YoureGoinToSeeMeWhetherYouWantToOrNot@gmail.com That is not a username. That is a threat. A message from my online stalker. A line ripped …
Category Archives: Life Blog
Life Blog
Life Blog is… well, it’s where I go when life’s a mess. And this is where I write about it. The highs, the lows, the shit in between that no one warns you about when you’re a kid and think adulthood means having a wine fridge and emotional stability.
This category is full of reflections, rants, confessions, and realisations. Moments I’ve lived through, barely survived, or just felt like dissecting with a keyboard and a slightly cynical heart.
If you’ve ever looked around and thought, What the hell is this all supposed to mean?, you’re not alone. I’m just the guy writing it down.
Surviving BPD in Relationships
Surviving BPD in Relationships: How I Unmasked a Borderline Personality When I first met him, I thought I had found a whirlwind romance. The highs were intoxicating. The connection felt cosmic. But soon enough, the emotional rollercoaster began. At first, I blamed it on stress, maybe even bipolar disorder. But the patterns were different. The …
Vindictive Narcissist Behaviour: How Charm Turns to Carnage
You haven’t lived until a narcissist decides you’re the villain in their story. One minute you’re their obsession, the next you’re the enemy of the state, the traitor, the Judas, the ungrateful piece of shit who dared set a boundary. Congratulations. You’ve just met the vindictive narcissist in their final form. They’re not sulking. They’re …
How to Know If Someone Is Manipulating You
(And How to Stop Falling For It) Once upon a time, I thought I was sharp. Self-aware. Immune to manipulation. Spoiler: I wasn’t. I was being played like a piano in a haunted house. The scariest part? I didn’t even know it. That’s the thing. When you’re in it, you don’t know how to tell …
Revengeporn: When Your Trauma Gets Views
Let’s talk about revengeporn. Not in the sterile, legal way your HR manual might describe it. In the real, horrifying, I-just-saw-my-own-naked-body-in-a-group-chat kind of way. Revenge porn isn’t about sex. It’s about control, humiliation, and power. It’s a weapon. A very specific, very targeted weapon designed to strip you of privacy, dignity, and any last shred …
The Love Bomb Is a Lie: What It Feels Like to Be Groomed by a Narcissist
Love Bombing: What It Really Feels Like to Be Groomed by a Narcissist Love bombing isn’t romantic. It’s not fate, it’s not passion, and it sure as hell isn’t love. It’s marketing. Emotional clickbait. Grooming disguised as your soulmate. And by the time you realise what’s happening, you’re already trapped in the trailer of a …
Fluidity Sexuality and the Next 25 Years of Love and Lust
Let’s not pretend we’ve figured out sexuality just because someone made a new flag. The reality? Fluidity sexuality isn’t a buzzword or a YouTube identity crisis. It’s the very real shift happening right under our smug, label-obsessed noses. And over the next twenty five years, it’s about to get weird. In a good way. If …
Surviving BPD and NPD: ADHD, Addiction, and Everything in Between
Surviving BPD and NPD: ADHD, Addiction, and Everything in Between This isn’t a sob story. It’s not some humblebrag about resilience. This is a documentation of psychological warfare. It’s about surviving someone with BPD and NPD. It’s about what happens when untreated Borderline Personality Disorder meets narcissistic personality traits, hard drugs, zero accountability, ADHD, Autism, …
Good Luck Getting Rid of Me: Surviving a Malignant Narcissist and a Real-Life Psychopath
This isn’t fiction. This is what actually happened. And it’s still happening. I wish the story I’m about to tell you was fiction, like most of the others I’ve written. But it’s not. Like most terrifying experiences we survive, we wish they’d never happened. But that’s not how life works, unfortunately. I’m not the only …
The Return of Fox Emerson: Chasing the Creative Beast Again (And the Writing Process)
Well… hello. It’s been a while, hasn’t it? And if I’m being honest, I’ve missed this. The writing, that is. The process. The way it feels to spill all this nonsense into words until something resembling a story emerges. It’s like going back to the gym after a long break. Painful, but oh so satisfying. …
Changing Worlds
I did think that Covid would change our lives quite a bit, but the Chinese people being in lockdown 3 years on and finally uprising was not on my 2022 bingo card. Our lives in London have moved forward as though nothing ever happened. Well, not quite as care-free as I suggest. I’m at London …
The Hole in the Door
“Just because we don’t like our history, doesn’t mean we can erase it.”
This blog is about The Hole in the Door, a book about Glory Holes.
Dis Ease of a World at Conflict
Two black girls were stabbed in a park in London, in June 2020, and two Policemen took selfies with the bodies. What happened to the cops, and the imperceptible effort to find the killer, sparked anger in the community. They got out on bail but were suspended from their roles. This alone is not what …
Covid Over in 6 Weeks or Several Decades
I’m too stupid to be ruler of any land, because I have these ridiculous ideas that just won’t get out of my head. They involve either having covid over in 6 weeks or several decades. Imagine if we had an international, independent organisation that could coordinate a pandemic response. We could call them something like, …
The Spiral
The Spiral Why Am I So Invisible? You’re so handsome. Those lightly colored cheeks, and that slightly narrow nose and those full lips that make me think of pasta sauce. Your green eyes as the light coming through the train windows bounces off them, even as you focus on your phone. I notice others admire …